Feelings

I've discovered as I get older and older..(ok in my 20s still)
But I've discovered that I experience new feelings as time goes on. Seriously. I don't know if any of you have ever had one of those moments where you stand there and think "What the heck is this that I'm feeling" Since I've never felt some of these feelings before I don't really know how to explain it.
I know what love feels like, but to what degree? What is the love of a mother or the love of a wife? I know what it feels like to truly deeply love my family and my friends. I know what it feels like to love my Savior. But what blows my mind is how you think you can love someone so so much and yet there is still room to love even deeper than imagined.
As a new teacher I have had one of those moments where I am unsure of how I'm feeling. I have experienced the extreme feeling of being overwhelmed and almost in shock from how quickly life can change.
I have felt the feeling of trusting in God. Not that I didn't before, but I have now felt what it's like to follow him when a big decision needs to be made. I have felt the peace that comes from following his will.
I have now felt the love of a teacher. AND yet I know that love is going to grow more and more everyday. I cannot even imagine saying bye to these kids at the end of the year because of the love I'll feel for them.
I have felt the love of GOOD friends when I am down. I have felt loving them and physically getting sick by being worried about them.
The other day in institute I felt the feeling of new things coming. (Which is weird to say, because I really don't know what those new things are... and yeah it probably was the spirit speaking, but it's interesting how the spirit can make you feel different feelings as well.)
All I know is that the best feelings come from doing what's right in my life. By serving others and choosing to care about them I have discovered overwhelming Love.
By following the spirit and trusting in God I have felt extreme peace and Happiness. I know that all these feelings can be magnified when we choose to let them grow.
What's crazy is that Heavenly Father gave us feelings so we can feel the most Joy possible, and what else is crazy is that we have a choice on how we allowing those feelings to grow.
FEELINGS. What the heck are they?
Well all I know is that they are wonderful, even though they can ruin your day at times, they also make life beyond wonderful and they all begin in the heart.

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